Beejing on the Quarter Life Crisis

By
Beejing
Published: October 7, 2008Posted in: 2008, Blogs, Frustrations, Life, Realization




I stopped going along with the crowd.

I started realizing that there are a lot of things about myself.

I somewhat wonder where will I be in a year or two.

I am scared because I barely know where I am now.

I started realizing that some people are selfish.

I started thinking that, maybe, those friends I thought to be I’m close to are not exactly the greatest people I know.

I started thinking that, maybe, those friends I’ve lost in touch with are the importants ones.

I look at my job on a 3rd person’s perspective and I am scared.

I miss the comforts of college, of my groups, of me socializing with the same people in consistency.

But I sometimes think that, maybe, they weren’t so great after all.

I’m beginning to understand more of myself.

My opinions are getting stronger.

I feel insecure and secure.

I find myself judging a bit more than usual.

I realized that I have boundaries.

I’ve added a lot to my list of what is acceptable and what is not.

I now laugh and cry with the greatest force of life.

I feel alone, scared and confused.

I suddenly feel that change is the enemy and I try to cling on the past but I realized that the past is drifting further and further.

I got my heart broken and wondered how someone I loved could do such damage.

I sometimes wonder why can’t I meet anyone decent enough to know me better.

Random hook ups start to look cheap.

Getting wasted and acting like idiots start to look pathetic.

I worry about the future and making a life for myself.

What I don’t know is that everyone can relate to this.

We are in our best of times and our worst times.

*sigh*

GET A LIFE









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